Time to say goodbye

This is not my first ride,
Nor the first going down,
It just feels like the last one,
Maybe I have just learned what I needed.

Its time to let go,
I had an amazing time in life,
I feel like I lived almost everything,
I have been loved,
I have loved,
I have been sick,
I have been healthy,
I just don't see what else is missing.

I wished I could forgotten  so much bullshit,
I wished my family could shown more support,
I wished I could had lived more happy moments,
I wished I could had learned to enjoy more.

I know lots of people will judge me,
I know just a few might understand why I did it,
I know a friend that will understand and perhaps will follow my steps,
I know others will forget me eventually.

I feel like to let go.
I feel it is time.
I feel like this is it.


I am sorry I couldn't do more,
I am sorry I wasn't there for you anymore,
I am sorry I couldn't stop it,
I am sorry I couldn't wish for more.

I hope you will forget me someday,
I hope you will meet someone special,
I hope you will be happy the way I never could,
I hope you will feel life they way it should.

For me it is just time to say goodbye.

Vicky Butterfly